I need a break.
I need to think.
I need to make a move first.
I need to find ways.
I need to know what I really want.
I need to see in a larger picture.
I need to sort out myself.
I need time.
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I smile to cover emotional feeling.
I laugh over nothing to show I'm okay.
Did you know I'm tired of it.

I wish I could let go...
I wish for a better environment.
I wish I could hang on- for just a while.

How much I hate the weekdays?
It is *damn fucking mother hateful*!
for reasons.