jolt down

Paused down & think back.

I ask myself "Am I really satisfied and happy with the current?".
The answer is cleared cut.
The things, the people, the environment.

These 6months... I hold back, endure and is time for me to jolt down in here.
I am tired somehow with the early waking time & long hours of work with no OT pay as my daily routine.

I get sick of the environment with PRC & bunch of LC ppl. They have no basic moral value called respect.

The freezing cold temperature when sometimes I was left alone.

And when you think of somewhere out there, people with no food to eat... I thought of how fortunate we really are. Rich & Poor are always between the lines.

Do I care about what it called "Image" of me? now... slightly lesser.

Initially, I thought what is so "awesome" of food science when I know no balls about it. In fact, ppl with no qualification can do it.

I am like in this small box, no exposure of light. It feels kinda sad when you know that there is only 1 hand to count the number people that I am talking with. Soon, one by one will leave & from there, there is no point to stay.

I thought it will be good, in the end... it ends up not what I expected.
4 more months, can I.

Real life is selfish.