Monday, July 25, 2011

Pass and go.

It feels sad and lonely when one by one, the people around you are leaving, esp in your own comfort zone, the people of the same thoughts that you usually talked to. It is expected sooner or later. In the verge of leaving but yet, which door do I go to and if so, can I bear to throw everything I learn, holding on for and leave? All I want is to have a good experience, a good memories, a good lessons learnt.

Recently, what I see here is the feeling of unfairness in people. The feeling of unfairness when you start to compare with others. Wondering why more ingredients and time are cooked in a dish, while a simple ingredient and few minutes of time are cooked in a dish, yet the outcome of the dish was the second one that become the most popular, a sellable product. It happens to me, people around me. I realised that when one start to compare, the unfairness... there's simply no motivation in doing any of the work. A moment, I got tired off when I see no motivation of work in the latter, eventually the more workload I need to cover. -The nature of human.

Mundane life. Even though have been for quite sometimes, I feel tired at the routine I had sometimes. Yet, at the end of the day, I survived it. Maybe not to the extend of using "survive", but manage to end the day and the next chapter to be continue...

Do you ever feel like missing moments back when in school time, and back to student, getting ard with the student pass...
Will you still do childish stuff like this?
I miss, cos that is just me.

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