Random thoughts

Im not complaining or ranting. Just some topics that brought up today which stucked in my mind.

I thought that as long as it fits me in, I follow it despite I see that it is vague on what I was supposed to do, at least I am faster than anyone. Then think back again, it is not about how fast you get. Passionate. There's always this question from others that "Why are you in food science or why do you come here?" I find it hard to find passion in what I love to do, aimlessly searching on it. It is just simple in mind that any experience is good for me. This is just in a short term run. Despite learning so many modules in poly, I feel that 20% are used on knowledge and 80% are on based on experience. In a long term run?

Life is being restricted like one cannot really do exactly how much you want to do. In this field, mostly it is being standardised and being committed. When you really want to start on something, I start to think that do I see the potential in myself. Then I think back, there must be a reason why I am being choosen. Even right now, when everything has gradually thrown over to me, the stress and mistakes begin to accumulate. Pro and cons, mistakes lead me to learn sometimes, though it is demoralising. haha.. oh well. And dealing with such people, I dont like it much to entertain them, but I know I have to...

Attitude. Like no matter how much stuffs coming in, attitude still remain. When I looked back at the notes that the person whom I took over, I saw her efforts in writing everything in a book. That was how she managed herself for 6months... (Y)

Yay, Happy good friday!