Balls, balls, balls

this post is only for me to rant and my own analogy of situations.
dun bother to read that cos its only for me to roar.
there are many many many balls throwing at one goal.
now i see all the "balls" chasing after me

or another way round, am i chasing after the "balls"?

Great lor!
i was so naive to think that things work both at the same time.
the stress level is accelerating as days, months come nearer

have to choose either egg white or yolk.
isnt so unbearable to seperate them.. but still have to.
even if i dun like egg white or yolk,
i still have to like it.

If I am an egg, I am always the slowest to be boiled and cooked up.
why? others already been cooked up for so fast while im still rawed.
i don't dwell on what went wrong.
focus on what to do next.

I bet others also have similar situation as mine.
many many many balls throwing at one goal.
im not the only one. it;s just only a period of time.

I need to chill.
breath in and breath out~