Monday, November 23, 2009

Break pls.

Am i able to control my emotion on the day.
i want to hide it and bring on a smile.
but sometimes, im really too emotional when memories refreshed in my mind.
anyw, i try my best to control it.
done with the heart-warming card. and (L) it a lots and thank to my very artistic friend.
yaa.. haha!
good that everything all done by today :)

is it me being sensitive or what? i feel very distracted and vexed with those questions that are being asked. it's too much.
whats wrong with me? why do i feel this way?
ignorance is a bliss, but when it reached to the max when ignorance no longer works, i will be very straight forward and hurt others.
many things to anticipate for this coming week esp when pp is finally come to an end.
with MEETUP, CATCHUP AND KETCHUP! -mon, wed, thrus and sat.

im utterly broke. really. :( im going to save days by days and im not stingy!
Braces for me next week. should be cool eh :) stay tuned...
I need a break... ..


A call for celebration after our pp!




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christmas atmosphere is everywhere =)
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cake from sis and her friend birthday celebration.
=)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hectic

A short update. A tiring week. An awesome week
Back from chalets. Was quite fun and enjoyable with a lot of happenings- laughters, a moment of "siansation", hyperness and juicy gossip. lol.

The weekend was so fully occupied and so many thing to do, yet is not done. Rushing to do my pp poster and im still not moving to an end yet. :( my pp presenation starts on this sat early in the morning. omg.... and with those upcoming stuffs, making me to feel distracted. 2 UTs coming up....
.down myself calm to ways find must I

Done with some catchups with some friendly kind souls this week. relieving stress. With lot of craps there... A short and sweet enjoyment after the school ended. It's always something to anticipate for when it is after school- rest, sleep, eat, talk.

Tooth extraction. i told them im not scared, actually, i feel nervous. haha! it is not pain as I imagine.
compared to others, mine is only a small matter.
Pray hard for next week. i hope everything will be fine in you, stay strong.

this quote is nice. seemed so simple and perfect.
exactly what we need.

"Comfort on difficult days,
smiles when sadness intrudes,
rainbows to follow the clouds,
laughter to kiss your lips,
sunsets to warm your heart,
hugs when spirits sag,
beauty for your eyes to see,
friendships to brighten your being,
faith so that you can believe,
confidence for when you doubt,
courage to know yourself,
patience to accept the truth,
Love to complete your life.”

good movies coming up, i want to watch 2012 (A must) and Parnormal Activity!
btw, SM said got handsome guy, hah. blink blink**
Stress is heading toward me.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Like an arrow

"The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us, and we see nothing but sand; the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone. "

Sometimes, ppl complain and full of those rantings in their life, over small matter... I see nothing that is meaningful, let times just flies as quick as possible. but times flies, changes around. Only when I start to realise it, maybe it's too late. A feeling of losing something and realised that it was filled with loves and much being cherished. angels had gone then...

Happy Birthday to Libing and Jeanne!
A Disney theme. and a classic theme. im just so artistic =) haha...(jk).
A fruitful day for me...


i know it's not good to eat shark fins, just eating their fins and throw the rest of the body away. since order alr, just eat lor. nice~



oh. very random here. this is my xray, so amazing right. come, pluck off my tooth... =) lol.
hope everything go smoothly, get well soon and you're really stronger than I expected.

till then.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Slience

I made a birthday card. but the outcome is not I expected. I want it to look very elegant with classic flower and mainly black and white, in the end, it turned out to look very kiddy by the hands of ME. lol! still nice, kays :) shall upload more pics in the next post.

I had the feeling when I lost.
what is purpose, why am I doing this, why do I feel this way.
Regret is the word. Life is just full of complaints...

"Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking "
Ytd is dead, tmr is a new day.

Im dread out of money soon or later. Every visits, i just keep it in slience.
Ignorance is a bliss. I seemed to be ignorance, in my mind, i was hoping to prolong the inevitable... hais :/

Raining season. I like the cool weather and walking under the rain. I got flu and block nose. arghh...blocking not only 1 nostril, but both! really very irritating.... ! haha... i think i always drink my mucus if there is no tissue. LOL! shh.. my secret.